Not Encouragement

This is not encouragement

I want to quit.

I want to give up

I am so tired of being behind.

I am so tired of missing deadlines.

I am so tired of the obstacles

I want to be done so bad.

I want more support;

More encouragement.

I want to be further in my career then I am.

I want to be making a ton of money, or at least more money.

I want this to be easy.

I want there to be a stress-free environment for me to be able to work in

I am so tired.

I am tired of being late.

I am tired of being frustrated.

I am so tired of working so hard to get “seemingly” nowhere.

It is frustrating.

It is hard.

Things are by no means how I thought they would be when I started.

I am tired of being sad.

I am tired of feeling like loser.

Tired of feeling like this is dumb;

Like there is no need for any of this.

I hate that I feel like a nobody.

I hate that no body truly knows how I am feeling.

I know that God knows my feelings,

I know He is holding me no matter what I do or what I decide.

God is on my side.

But this week, in this “world” we currently call home;

I feel empty, I feel lost, I feel like I am behind.

How am I suppose to help everyone I know move forward.

How am I suppose to encourage each and everyone one of you if all I feel is shame.

I am so upset.

I want to quit.

My husband has told me I can not quit.

But I can.

If I wanted to I could walk away now,

no harm done, Right?

I feel under-qualified to say, or teach or “advise’ any of you.

I guess that is just it,

God has never called the qualified.

Everyone of the people who learned their purpose or pursued it, has had a ton of obstacles to overcome.

A ton of life lesson to learn.

None of us are ever truly qualified.

But why Me?

Why now?

Will this ever get any easier??

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 NKJV

I love you all. Hope and pray your obstacles get easier to overcome.

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1 reply

  1. Every one every where feels these same things. The thief comes to steal, kill and destroy. He is a liar. Keeping things real. Admitting we all struggle, helps us all to overcome. How encouraging could it be if someone who never felt these things could give advice on how they overcome things they never had to overcome. The key is to not listen to the enemy. To cast down vain imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God. It’s about taking those feelings of inadequacies and struggles to God and letting His Spirit encourage us. Can you give up? Yes you can. Should you give up? I don’t know only you can answer that. I hope not. Are you doing what you believe you should be doing? If so, then giving up?… well not an answer if you want to fulfill your purpose. Time management? We could all use better time management, but one thing I know. Honor God first with your time. Give Him the tithe of your time and you will find you do better. Ask for wisdom on how to manage it better. Will things get easier? Not likely, not as long as the enemy of our soul is around, but we brush ourselves off, put on our armor, give it to God, let Him lift us up and stand another day. Because we were not created to be defeated. The battle has already been won. We fight a defeated foe. When the struggle gets tough, maybe it’s because we are trying to fight in our own strength. But one important thing to remember, His grace is sufficient and His strength is made perfect in our weakness.
    Thank you for your posts. Hang in there. You are loved.

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