This is not encouragement
I want to quit.
I want to give up
I am so tired of being behind.
I am so tired of missing deadlines.
I am so tired of the obstacles
I want to be done so bad.
I want more support;
I want to be further in my career then I am.
I want to be making a ton of money, or at least more money.
I want this to be easy.
I want there to be a stress-free environment for me to be able to work in
I am so tired.
I am tired of being late.
I am tired of being frustrated.
I am so tired of working so hard to get “seemingly” nowhere.
It is frustrating.
It is hard.
Things are by no means how I thought they would be when I started.
I am tired of being sad.
I am tired of feeling like loser.
Tired of feeling like this is dumb;
Like there is no need for any of this.
I hate that I feel like a nobody.
I hate that no body truly knows how I am feeling.
I know that God knows my feelings,
I know He is holding me no matter what I do or what I decide.
God is on my side.
But this week, in this “world” we currently call home;
I feel empty, I feel lost, I feel like I am behind.
How am I suppose to help everyone I know move forward.
How am I suppose to encourage each and everyone one of you if all I feel is shame.
I am so upset.
I want to quit.
My husband has told me I can not quit.
But I can.
If I wanted to I could walk away now,
no harm done, Right?
I feel under-qualified to say, or teach or “advise’ any of you.
I guess that is just it,
God has never called the qualified.
Everyone of the people who learned their purpose or pursued it, has had a ton of obstacles to overcome.
A ton of life lesson to learn.
None of us are ever truly qualified.
But why Me?
Will this ever get any easier??
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 NKJV
I love you all. Hope and pray your obstacles get easier to overcome.
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