Today I am not really sure what exactly to write about. But I have made a goal that I would like to stick to. As far as I know, and everything that I have read on the subject, says to just go with it; make something out of nothing. Just “wing it”. That is very frustrating to do. I hate not having a main point right out the gate. I hate just babbling on about whichever direction the moment has taken. Today has just been one of those days where things seem to pile up and become more complicated then they need to be. I know for a fact that I am the one to complicate things most of the time. Very hard on the schedule we are trying to keep. Very tough on deadlines and things that “need” done. It would seem, I can’t stop doing that. It seems that I might make everything harder, just by thinking about it. Haven’t learned yet how to just “take it easy” and “let things go”. Its hard when you constantly want better for your family. Does not help at all that I have felt run down the last week just by taking antibiotics. I need to learn to cut my family some slack. I need to learn to cut myself some slack. Everything that I was planning to talk about today just didn’t feel right on the paper today. So I know when its time the words will come a lot easier. New schedules are rough stuff, and it will change again soon. My Husband got blessed with a different job, something that we really needed. But along comes learning new schedules and more things to deal with. There will always be change. Necessary and unnecessary. You have to learn to make it work. You can wind up making yourself crazy. Its frustrating; But controllable. I run my life, it does not run me. So even though I didn’t have a main point today, I do feel something was learned. Step back, take a breathe, and relax. Its just another day. Hope you all had a good day today, and I pray that tomorrow is better for everyone.
~Cavebaby~
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