Well so I suppose everything is getting better. Not sure how to feel yet again; There are many problems. There are also many solutions. Not completely sure what the deal is right now. I just know there are a lot of attacks on my family from a lot of different directions. I also know that my God is bigger then anything that is being thrown at us right now. I am also very aware that nothing is a surprise to God. I know that sitting down and spilling my heart out to God is helpful. Crying alone in a room, praying my heart out.